A few of you responded that this is my blog, and I should write whatever I want. I agree. I don't know how to respond other than to say that sometimes I'm a wienee, and I second guess who I am. When I wrote the other post, I felt defined by a lot of what I have written about on here: anxiety, infertility, chronic health issues, etc.; all of which play roles in my life at the moment, but none of which I want to be defined by. I struggle with that. I don't want to be "that infertile woman" or "that sick girl" or "that Paxil lady".
No, no, no. I want to be "that Asian chick with the nice ass."
Allow me to explain: Circa 1999, the hottest guy in my high school referred to me as "that Asian chick with the nice ass". I was flattered, and I don't really care what that says about me. He probably has a beer gut and five kids by now. And I'm sitting here blogging about it. Hmmm...But yeah, that's my big goal in life: to be that Asian chick with the nice ass again.
At the end of the day, this is my life. These are my experiences. You guys are going to read my blog, and take away from it what you will take away from it. There are going to be people who think I'm making good decisions. There are going to be those who think I'm doing it all wrong. But either way, I am going to keep trying to be as honest as I possibly can. I am going to continue to talk about a lot of the hard stuff. I am also going to continue to talk about the fun stuff.
Thank you all for putting it in perspective for me. I was starting to lose my way, and you guys really helped me remember why it is I'm here.
Have a great weekend, everyone! Enjoy yourselves.
P.S. The Mary Kay Make-Up Giveaway ends on Sunday. Enter HERE.
P.P.S. I added a Pinterest button to my sidebar. Let's follow each other. Also, if I'm not following you let me know. I'm still figuring out how the site works. Somehow it has me following 100 people; some of whom I have no idea how they got there.